Only one phase entry this whole weekend. SSILD still seems to reward my efforts- at least to enter the phase, but the depth and extremes of the encounters have been disappointing. Had one morning where after I did SSILD, it seemed like there was this "severely caffeinated vibration" as I slept and during dreams
I did SSILD techniques both before I went to sleep, and after I woke early in the morning before going back to bed. It was another of those disrupted WBTB mornings, so I didn't get back to bed before 7 am.
At some point I had the awareness that I was pulling something that was about the same consistency as a woven high pressure waterhose with a blue stripe down the length of it. I instinctively kept pulling on this, making it more and more real until I slipped out of my body and began my phase POA. When I got to the encounter room, Cora breezed past me and out the front door. There was nobody else in the room.
I pursued Cora to the front door and when I opened it, it looked like her and various friends were holding a car wash or something on my front lawn. I walked up to her, wrapped my arms around her and kissed her deeply. She looked at me kind of strange for a minute, and for a second I thought she was going to insult me. "Yummy" was all she said. Ok, I'll take that.
I reached way around her and grabbed the back of her pants while we ducked back inside the house and I slowly was able to walk her down my hallway rocking her back and forth like I was lazily moving a book shelf or something. "Are we going to have sex?" she asked. I affirmed her question, and shortly after approaching the encounter room door, I WOKE UP!!!!
- EXPERIENCE DATE: May 4th/5th 2012
- Time between watching TV and bed time: Over 24 hours
- Time between video games and bed time: @ 20 minutes
- Time between computer/phone screen and bed time: @ 5 minutes
- Bed Time: @ 2:00 am
- POA: Phase sex with a list of 8 DC women in as hyper-real encounters as possible and testing multiple orgasms in the phase
- Practice: Passive LD or Spontaneous OBE
- Deferred Method? : Yes
- Deferred Time: 7:00 am
- Time Back to Bed: @ 7:15 am
- Repeating What Has Worked: Wake time recognition of 29 lucidity triggers. Asking myself "Am I dreaming" when I see a sexy woman or arousing feature of one- then answering "No, but I will be tonight" to reinforce confidence in phase entry. Deferral for 5 or 6 hours; Taking time to affirm body and mind notification when I'm dreaming or at a separation state; Taking time to dry-run my POA in my mind. Sleeping on my stomach; Using SSILD techniques; Tossing myself to the floor when there is no sense of my body; deepening AS I proceed with my POA.
- Direct/Indirect Methods Used: SSILD Method - 5 cycles of observing behind closed eyes for 15 seconds, observing sounds for 15 seconds, and observing bodily sensations for 15 seconds before going to sleep
- Lucid Dream?: No
- OBE?: Yes
- Deepening Methods: Palpating
- Maintaining Methods: Palpating
- POA Progress?: Opening door of encounter room, physical but non-sexual contact with Cora
- POA Tasks Achieved?: Minimal Deepening, Physical Contact with DC Woman #1 Cora
- Encounter Satisfaction 1-10 Scale (Phase): 2
- Encounter Satisfaction 1-10 Scale (Physical): [b]1[/b]
- Perceived Time in Phase: 7 Minutes
- Lessons Learned: Time to take a break and see what my mind/body does on its own during downtime; wondering what effect it might have to alternate a non-sexual POA at least once; Recognize vibrations from SSILD in dreams and shift to my POA rather than playing with my lower lip and being a spectator to everything.
Harmless as Doves... Wise as Serpents!