[1/1 2014 Back to Back OBEs, Telekinesis, Higher Self (kinda)]
Went to bed late again around 2 am, and tossed and turned till probably 2:30 before sleeping.
Decided to use the Remee sleep mask again as an alarm for doing the deferred method. This time I got no vibration enhancement from it because it woke me up first, probably around 630 or 7. I tried to separate and tried some techniques but got nothing, so tried forced falling asleep and probably just fell back to sleep.
I entered a dream where I was in an airport, running up many levels of stairs and escalators, dodging people on the way. I was late and needed to get to my gate on time. My body was responding like a well oiled machine, my legs were strong and I was able to jump up many stairs in a single bound without getting winded. I made it to the final level and as I entered a conference room, I felt as if something was pulling me back and I had to tread forward into the room like someone leaning into hurricane force winds. Sitting down at a nearby table I began to occupy myself with writing down equations that had to do with describing Phase entry. At some point I was interrupted when a tall man came up to me and asked me about some of my vital signs, asking me if the number 38 referred to my pulse or my glucose level. Amazingly in my dream I reasoned that a pulse of 38 would be too low so I replied that it must be my glucose level if anything.
"I believe that you have to measure your glucose level here", he replied. He then proceeded to touch an area near my hip and I felt a strong, energetic pulsing sensation begin. I had intended to share my equations with him for entering the phase, but as I was writing them they no longer looked very easy to explain and I was now feeling vibrations, so I decided to attempt to separate despite the fact that I assumed it would be short lived as this guy was touching my hip and would be expecting some conversation to continue. I imagined his surprise seeing me likely fall into a narcoleptic stupor mid sentence before his very eyes.
Separation occurred and I knew I was in my real bedroom at home, but unlike the night before I had absolutely no vision to play with. Intense palpation of my hands gave way to faint shades of light before my eyes and I knelt down to feel the carpet beneath me. It was at this point that I remembered I was wearing an eye mask, so I quickly ripped that off and vision improved further but it still felt like viewing the world through a transparent grey curtain. I ran to my door and this time I had to open it whereas usually I just glide out. I continued palpating my hands and might have possibly called out "Awareness now!" but it was still not full vision like I had in my OBE from the night before. I found myself pulling off what felt like yet another eye mask which improved my vision yet a shade more and proceeded to run to the refrigerator for some reason and opened it with wild abandon.
An absolutely amazing technicolor maelstrom of foods exploded into view and I knew I had full vision! I fumbled around inside looking for something to eat but managed to spill a crimson swatch of ketchup all over my OBE hands. I debated licking it off, but decided I did NOT want my first taste of food in the Phase to be ketchup! I also realized that eating, while still on my overall to do list, was not included on my plan of action so I resolved to go clean off my hands and get on with the far more important agenda I had planned
However the best laid plans of mice and men in OBEs often go awry, and even my short term plan to remove ketchup from my hands was soon abandoned much less did I recall what my other plans were. The shiny facades of the adjacent high rises caught my eyes and I ran to the window to ogle them for no good reason other than the fact that they looked so compelling to my newly awakened Phase vision! I tested putting my hand through the wall to see if I could again fly outside but I had a hard time getting my hand through the wall which was frustrating. The pause in action made me stop to ponder again what items were in my Plan Of Action, and then I remembered "oh yeah, I wanted to try Telekenisis!"
I looked around and saw a random sock on the floor. Outstretching my OBE hand I willed the sock to come to my hand and Viola! it obediently obeyed my command. Score one for my POA, first ever Telekinesis in the books!
Now there was a round wooden table conveniently manifested before me with objects on it to further hone my skills. White ping pong balls conveniently lying on the table were suctioned up to my hand one by one until I felt sated with exercising my newly found power.
Placing my hand against the nearest wall, I again tried to morph into it but was distracted by music that sounded like AC/DC playing in my bedroom. Rounding the corner I saw an old red LED style alarm clock lying on my bed where I would normally sleep which was occurred to me as strange but now in retrospect no less strange than being able to do telekinesis! I was tempted to go turn it off but thought that it did not matter and that it would be a waste of my time in the phase. I had something else important to do, what was it....
I returned to the living room and had a vague recollection of my plan, at which point I found myself asking in a somewhat lackadaisical manner "I ask to be released of all my fears and blocks". I could tell that there was something about my will and intent in this phase by comparison to the last phase that just did not have as much power behind it. The night before I had clear vision from the beginning and a feeling of wanting to conquer and experience all I could, but tonight I felt much more subdued.
Not surprisingly, nothing really happened. "I demand to experience my Higher Self!" I implored only somewhat more convincingly. Suddenly all the surroundings started to fade and my body became somewhat catatonic and I fell backward like a plank at a 45 degree diagonal to the ground. My body now started to spin with my feet staying in one place on the ground to form the tip of a downward facing cone that I traced out with the rest of my body and my head tracing out the widest part of the circle at the base of the imaginary cone. The cone started to fill with light and there was a sensation that my body was starting to fade away. Had my intention been stronger it might have led to more, but I still felt fairly normal and just returned to RTZ (real time zone) surroundings. I remember almost joking "maybe I don't have a higher self!" but really I was just satisfied that I had remembered to attempt this and I figured that was good enough for today, that expecting instant enlightenment in one fell swoop on my first attempt might be a bit much
I decided to go back out on my balcony and try to fly again. Looking down to the 26 floor drop below me and recalling how solid the walls had been in this phase I thought better of it. Yes, I chickened out! I walked a bit further on my balcony which in this Phase conveniently extended to the neighbors window and I could hear them talking inside. I looked through a screen covered window (screens also don't exist in reality on our building) and found my head covered by some vertical blinds. The dream character neighbor looked at me curiously and immediately I found myself back in my body.
A few attempts to separate again led nowhere and I instead opted to record my experiences as they were not readily available in one contiguous memory like they had been for the OBE from the night before.PROGRESS
: First ever back to back OBE nights, yay! First ever telekinesis! And a hint of what my higher self might be, apparently a swirling cone of light maybe?ISSUES
: Not as much confidence and gusto as the prior night. I plan to note in the future whether there is a correspondence to how fast I get full vision vs how active and confident I am in the Phase...