Was not even going to practice. Woke up myself at 5:30 there were still 2 hours left to sleep before the alarm clock. I plugged my ears just to have a good sleep and not to be disturbed by the roof repairs they do in my building - they start really early, like 6 or 7 am. When falling asleep I started going over my "reminder list". I wrote a list where I have notes what's absolutely important to remember when, falling asleep, upon awakening, in the phase... This let to the following.
I was in New-York with friend of mine. We arrived via subway to some rail way station where she is opening a law office. It looked like Penn station, I am thinking now, very high ceilings, stone floors... "It's a corner office by the counter end" this phrase i remember vividly. My friend was pointing at the very small office where the renovation was in progress and there was some kind long counter next to it ending right where the office door was. I'd say it was 1930s, by the way people were dressed. She herself had an up hairdo and was wearing a black, long sleve, hourglass shaped, mid calf length dress with the black lace and weariing ballet flats. She was very proud that she will have a law office in New-York, she was saying something that meant success to her (again a vivid phrase) "I want a dress up to here (she raised the skirt to be a knee length) and a shoes up to here (pointed to above the ankle)". I looked around to see what people were wearing and noticed very interesting outfit the other girl was wearing, shoes were particularly fancy, laced up to the knees with the fancy hill with the holes in it.
Then I knew I had to head back where we came from. But I could not remember from where. I got outside and started walking towards the subway station. It was raining, I jumped under someone's umbrella. It was a tall guy with dark curly hair walking so fast, that I could barely follow, he smiled and offered his elbow to hold on to. Very quickly we came to the subway station, and I still could not remember where I'm supposed to go. Again something was off and that seemingly unresolvable situation made me realise I'm in the phase. I screamed "I don't know where I'm supposed to go, but I don't really care, because I'm in the phase!
The clarity was amazing! I still rubbed my hands and started moving and touching my face. I felt so happy! I decided to fly and flew up in the air, not so high. Being up feeling this complete freedom of movement was really amazing.
In this experience i was constantly thinking about maintaining and the clarity was always very high and I somehow knew that with such a clear perception no way the faul was going to occur, and so it was. I even wondered a couple of times how I'm going to get back to the body but knowing it's never a problem and that eventually I'll get back made me enjoy myself even more.
Now back to this experience events. I flew for a little bit and decided not to push it. I softly landed to that same place where the law office was. I was constantly moving, pinching my chicks and screaming "clarity now!", my name and where I'm from (something I rehearsed in reality). I wasn't sure what I'm supposed to do next though (I have to memorise that plan of action!
) so I started asking people around me. They were not very responsive. I was standing in front of the row of wooden sits where four people were sitting, two guys and two girls. I started demanding them to tell me what to do. They were unbreakable
. The idea of kissing came to mind so I kissed one of the guys, he seemed to like it, me - not so much. I started looking who to kiss next. Second guy looked scared by my actions, so I asked him if he is married and he frantically nodded. So, he was off the hook.
Next was a girl looking down, I was not interested in her, another girl looked friendly but she had lots of lipstick on her, I said (another vivid phrase) "you have too much lipstick but your lips look lovely". I got back to the first guy and asked him, "why aren't you telling me what to do?!","all of you are me!", I screamed. At this point I remembered about trip to the moon that was in my plan of actions. I said, "you don't want to tell me, fine! I am going to the moon!" I was not sure how to do it, but I sat on the floor, closed my eyes, imagined dusty, crater covered surface of the moon and said, "1-2-3 to the moon!" I felt the sensation and swishing sound of being translocated. I opened my eyes and it was dark. I started creating an eyesight, feeling my hands and thinking, "my hands are right here, why can't I see them!?" Hands started to appear as glowing silhouettes. At this point i started touching something in front of me (now I am thinking that it must have been my own feet) I was not sure what it was and got a bit scared not being able to see it and... I opened my eyes... faul.