Monday Dec 2 2011 4am
I woke up at 4am, I was awake for a bit thinking that I have to get upsoon, I usualy get up at 0515hrs in order to get to work for seven.
I decided, why not lets give it a try, I was supposed to take a break. Within seconds I started to feel light vibration, so I turned on my side (my last experience happened while trying to go to sleep on my side) with Intention.
I decided to try forced falling asleep, I could feel an interesting anumbness sensation, this is it tought, but I went to sleep.
In my dream I was under water, but was able to breath, I raised above water and I ended up inside a huge building, a huge mall of some sort with lots of people talking and walking, and suddenly I realised that this is just a dream I am awake, I was excited. I wanted to go back to my room and experience the entering and exiting of my subtle body, I knew I did not need to do it, I just wanted to reexperienced the last week OBE.
In order to prove to myself that I was in the phase I told everyone to stop moving and talking and they did they all stopped froze in place, except for two, when I asked them to stop talking the woman said we are not part of your dream, I accepted that.
Now that there was silence I was wondering how I do I get to my place, and remembered reading from the book that one way would be to close my eyes and will myself there, which I did, but instead I felt that some entity kept me from going anywheyre it was like I was being pulled one way when I tried to go another way, so I decided " I dont want to lose the phase I will stop fighting and try something else" I opened my eyes and decided to fly home, I went outside jumped and started soaring slowly than faster in the misty air, I could feel the air, the clouds, the sound of the wind around me, I was going through clouds, then I was a little concerned I was going to high in altitude so decided to lower my altitude; the view was amazing I was flying beside smoke stacks of some manufacture, (it was interesting there seemed to be lots of smoke stacks) actually I was flying dangerously close I tought this is incredible; also, there was someone flying beside me guding me. As I was enjoying my flight I realised that the body in not capable of flying it is aerodynimacally impossible ( I am a retired aircraft mechanic I know about theory of flight), but decided just enjoy the experience. I was enjoying the flight looking below me was the Ocean I tought that maybe this is the Atlantic ocean and it feels like I am around Ireland or England so if I keep flying West I might hit home, Canada. I noticed that the ocean seemed rough a storm perhaps I did not want to take any chances, I might lose altitude and fall in the water, and that would be the end of the phase, so I opted to get to the nearest land. To my left I noticed land, and decided to make my approached slowly, but instead I lost the flying sensation, and crashed landed in the muddy water, but close enough to shore very near a fishing type house. There was two ladies by the door one looked at me, and said to the other lady "there's another one, called the police" the other lady replied he,the police, wont do anything just like the last one. at that point I was surprise I was still in the phase because earlier I did not deepened or anything like that, and my flying guide was nowhere to be seen.
I entered the house, I noticed on one corner that there was a small, but beautifuly decorated Christmas tree and to my left there were people sitting on stools and chatting I realised that this must be a pub, a small pub 10 people max. I decided this the time, to start the maintaining process so I decided to touch everything around me , but I realised I was wearing gloves, I was wondering if it would work just the same while wearing gloves, and decided I am not taking any chance and removed them, and frantically touched averything around me and myself as well, the people around me didn't seem to notice me or care for that matter. While touching my surrounding I touched a very interesting lamp it was moon shaped decorated like a tiffany lamp near the bar; I touched it and remember that Michael said to touch even the inside of the object which I did I was amazed of the realism of the texture. Once I was done deepenaing and maintaining I decided that I wanted to fly home, I jumped up, but instead I fell back on my feet with a big thump, I looked around a little embarassed and in case anyone noticed, but no one seemed to care wether I was there or not. I decided I will try agian but this time I will go outside. Once I was outside but before I wanted to experience and also prove to myself that I was still in the phase I remenbered that I could do the pinched nose test, but decided against it, because everyone, that I read who tried to test the phase did the pinched nose, I just wanted to be different, and deicided to put my finger throug my hand, I moved my right hand index finger against my left palm there was some resistence and slowly I clould see my finger going through my left hand I tought to myself just like a special FX from an horror movie. I tought this to be a little gross. It was time for me leave home I jumped up and could only go four feet high and slowly floated back to the ground, I decided to use my hands this time just like a bird, it worked, albeit with difficulty, I was thinking that maybe I could go check the moon as described in Michael's book 50 places to go visit, but decided maybe next time since it had been difficult enough to get to my own room I toughtIt would eually harder to get to the moon, I will plan to go there on my next OBE. I started slowly to rise in the sky and suddely I opened my eyes in my own bed; the time was 0500am. I was extremely pleased
with the experience. My goal is to make this happened at least once a week.
I think what triggered the OBE was the intention prior to falling asleep. what do you think?
Je pense donc je suis.